Bubble Birst!

Well it lasted longer tha I thought.I had 3 days with my boys..........
Mom called me today to seeif I wanted to go out to the trailor because she hadent seen Dustan since wed whaen he hurt his leg.I thought it would be a good idea if i went with her because then i could leave with her. I told her I was going to go to town and get him some pants because his jeand were too tight to get over his cast.We met at the mall and went out to the traiolr.
Mathew was in the car when we got there. The kids were in the house (Jade and Dust, Kory was gone to a friend Birthday party). Mom and I went in and were in the living room visiting. Mom wanted to get him something in town and asked me if he would like a pillow.I told her he had actually mentioned that the other day.So she decided to get him one. We gave him his pants a pillow, and sat and talked with him for about a half hour. As we were talking Jade asked mathew " what was with u last night?" He looked at her with a puzzled look on his face. She said "U woke up yelling and cursing at like 1:30,what was that all about??" He told he "I must have been having a nightmare" "ide say so!!" she said ( I was not so impressed because last night he messaged me on MSN and simply said "where are you?" I answered "in town" he then messaged "where?" I answered "crystals...Why? whats wrong?" I was truthfully at Joels but didnt think it was any of his business. He wouldnt answer me back so I got scared he would come looking for my car.I moved it up the hill just in case. I called shirlie to see if his car was home and she told me "it just left" Sure enough at about 2:00am he came roaring in the traiolr court, by joels place. I was scared to death that he was now going to see if my car was at crystals so i ran to my car and went home.I dont want him to smash anything else in rage.I have been home since then.)
Anyway,getting back to the visit on sat with mom...As mom and I were leaving he waited until mom was ahead of me then he said " This is your golden oppertunity,dont fuck it up!" I should have kept going like I didnt hear him but I didnt.I turned and looked at him and said " What does that really mean?" He told me " If we find out ur with him this is over!" He stuch his head in the trailor and said "u tell he Dustan!" I Told him "U dont have any right to tell me what I can do,im not your property! Im just here for my kids" He started in on his "how could u do what u did,he was like my brother!" I had enough...I told him " Wait a min , You DO have a brother!! When is the last time u seen or talked to him?????" I wanted to make a point of that.He got mad and told me to get the fuck out and that they were fine with out me. I told him " no you not, The kids live in squaller,this place is a pig pen,They are here every nigth alone,raisin themselves ,falling asleep in school,eating junk...NO they are NOT OK!!!!!!!!!!!!" At this point he grabbed my by the arm and drug me to the door and told me to get out and never come back or he would call the cops.
Mom had no clue of what just happened .I had the bag of pants in my hand because mathew threw them at me b4 he pushed me to the door telling me to take them they didnt need them. I put them in the front seat of his car b4 mom and I left.
Mom took me back to my car and I got out and went home. It was about 4pm when i got back home.At 6:30 the phone rang,it was mathew.I answered and as soon as i did he hung up.I know the only reason he called was to see if i went home or not.

I want to pull my hair out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I was suposto take dustan to his appt on tues morn (the one mathew bitched would cut into his sleep time) I just hope he takes him to it,or at the very least resceduales it for later in the afternoon.