Here I GO!

I will have to tell you now I have never blogged b4. Im a newbe. So I will get right to the point. I want to know how many Mothers out there have left a relationship...for WHATEVER reason, and have lost their childern in the prosess. I have been trying for three years now, in and out of the courts, to get my boys back with me.
As of now I am struggling through my life without them. I did have my youngest son with me for 8 months when I left my relationship. . Now him along with my oldest son is with my ex-partner( their father).Both my children are livin with him, in the home WE lived in as a family,and I have little to no contact with them.
I have a few friends that are going through this too and I cant understand what is going on with the justice system, and agencies that are suposto be availabe to help Mothers in need.
I would love to hear from other women who might have some insight on what I, and my kids, have been living through.

Thank you,Lisa