UNKNOWN FUTURE

UNKNOWN FUTURE

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Halloween Weekend 2010

It has been such a beautiful fall, and I just keep thinking of all the memories I haven't been able to share and enjoy with my Boys and Jade. I pass by Jades house almost every day. Sometimes I see her moms car there. Most times i see its not there. I wonder if she is there along or if she is at someones house other than the Boys?? I worrie about her so much.I wish she would just come down the hill to me. I miss her more than I could ever write about. I hope it doesn't take something terrible happening to her to reach out to me.
Tonight was the first dance at WPC and NRHS . I was thinking Kory might have called mom to take him there ..but she said she didn't hear form him. I hope they take Shelia up on her offer to get them Halloween Night so they can trick-or-Treat ....like KIDS are suppose to do.
Heck, please ....they are only 14 and 12.
I hoe the all ( Dustan, Jade and Kory) have a fun weekend!!

The Future is Written

I haven't written a lot since the boys and Mom went camping. I have been trying to stay busy (Time seams to pass a little easier when I'm busy ). I have met with the Women whose conducting the parental assessment and even though It was difficult to complete. It is finished.
I have learned that she didn't talk to Yvonne or my councilor (Susan Hartley).I am really disappointed that she didn't have the chance to take their opinions into account before she reached her final decision. Which I was led to understand was her "First draft" for the courts. I think that both these contacts would have been beneficial to her final opinion. Especially since she would have had the insight form my psychologist for the most resent events.
I received word from Kathy today that we will be waiting to hear from the Judge for his final decision. ..... :(
Even tho I am thinking the worst....I am trying to keep letting them know I Love them in what ever way I can.
I have sent out the usual treats with Mom.(Thanks Giving Dinner, cookies, Banana loaf) and I have tried to let them know I know whats going on at school for them too.
I have made an apron for Kory for Home-Ech, I sent a Knee brace for Dust (so he was more secure in trying out for sports ,this year.
) He (Dustan) is actually trying out for B-Ball!!!!!!!! :D
I have stayed away up until now. But If he makes the team I will be there to see him play. ( Even if I have to hide in the shadows) Im soooooooo glad Brody is trying out too. I know if it wasn't for that ...Dust wouldn't have tried. He knows the only way he would be able to get to the games is ether Brody or my Mom. ( Mom had taken him to two try-outs so far) GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!9 and Brody) :D :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!